Saturday, April 25, 2009 Y 7:47 PM
Why mus thing come so fast..n end so suddenly? hais..jus for a short period of time to let mi be happy? now should i be happy or? should i think positive that at least we met? or negative that the time is too short? that short period i was so happy..even frens aso ask mi why suddenly i become so happy..hais..but now? my frens gonna ask y suddenly become so emo agn? i jus don know wad happen..did i done wrong anything? god need to punish mi like that? there is like 3-5 friends ignoring mi..wad did i do sia..im not as strong as wad u think..know wads the feeling? when u snatch a candy away from a child..the child will cry rite? its the same meaning! hais..sometimes..i really feel like ending my life..there is no point living..so many prob in life..i know im running away from the problems..its cos i don know how to solve! n i know myself..im sturborn..sturborn that i nv listen to wad ppl tell mi that is gd..why cant things be happy forever? is that really so hard? IM NOT AS STRONG AS WAD U THINK! PLEASE! hais..
