Thursday, April 30, 2009 Y 7:24 PM
Today is the second time i go for PE..haas..do nth but slack there..then suddenly rain..lesson as normal..during lesson..aira "best friend" came..haas..then help her to find pad =x everyone don hab sia..then we sms Mdm Safiah..asking whether she got anot..but cos she might be having lesson..thats y she nv reply..so bo bian..i help aira make lots of toilet paper..ma fan sia she..still complain..lols..after that we went boon keng n buy bubble tea..then slack wib her new frens..at boon keng we saw alots of "ppl" sia =( walk pass like a stranger..kao lo..mdm safiah replied n say she got then call us to go lab 1..we went,took then went to the toilet..cos lesson is near the toilet..then i heard my friend say no lesson o.o! so i n aira on the way to go home lo..when i reach the gate..aira sms mi that we are going to a company at macpherson..i still thot is ite sia..haas..so i went bac lo..when we reach there..like do nth d sia..onli take attendance n see see look look..kaka..after everything end..teacher tell us there is no bus provide to bring us bac sch..wtf? they didn say early sia..lols..so i call my father come n fetch mi home lo..i was waiting alone..scary sia..i nv go that place be4..for abt 30mins my father reached :D reach home jiu slp le..hoho..today holiday!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 Y 10:04 PM
Today went sch at 2.30pm lols..when i n aira reach sch..we were told that lesson start at 1pm sia..wth lo..teacher say 2.30pm then suddenly 1pm start..lols..not onli we two nv go at 1pm lo..after that..when we reach class..teacher say go break..LOL! 30mins break..so is abt 3pm need go bac..n lesson end at 4.30pm..haas..like nv go sch like that ._______. during break..we saw someone..hais..after that jiu go bac lesson le..teacher was late sia..3.30pm then come..n lesson end at 4+..be 4.30..hell lo..like nv study like that..hees..hais..gonna emo agn..y mus things make till so diffcult? dam fk up..i really really really don understand guys! I WILL NV TREAT A GUY LIKE THIS ANYMORE! hais..i very very very sad sia..frens call mi to ignore..call mi to forget..but its hard..and wad the hell did i do wrong.........
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 Y 6:34 PM
Today morning leg pain sia..while slping..my leg cramp..zzz hell lo..and morning was raining! lazy to wake up sia..so nice to slp lo..but bo bian..got sch :D take the umb == i put it in my small bag..keke..when reach sch i put it in locker..morning lesson as usual..took some pic in class..as teacher not teaching..lunch time i n aira when to boon keng to eat..at mrt there..saw yong an..after that we went to buy vege pizza,popiah,bubble tea(oreo smoothies) lols..then suddenly rain sia..die le lo..after that we find place to sit..while eating..suddenly don know y..my eye turn n saw........hmm..after eating..hohoho..i n aira walk bac to sch..and im wet! ._. n aso don know y..whenever it rains..n i drink oreo things..i will feel like vomiting..zzz..went to afternoon lesson..then jiu go home le..TODAY I ASO FOUND OUT THAT..IF ONE DAY I DIE..NO ONE WILL CARE!
BLEH!
Monday, April 27, 2009 Y 3:19 PM
Ytd while using com..suddenly hear a bang sound..got accident at my house there de traffic =/ police car came..lols..see awhile jiu contiune use com le...today..as usual go to sch..when i came out of home..i suddenly realised that i nv bring my ezlink out..zzz..so ran bac home to take..n i was late for sch! aira waited mi at outram..keke..when we reached sch..aira call mi to turn bac._. and saw.....hmm...lols..after morning lesson..aira went home..RAWR! left mi alone =( i then call my father to have lunch :D ate malay food at boon keng for lunch..so long nv eat malay food la..yummy yummy..after that i came bac to sch for my afternoon lesson..i nv do my work sia..but then..i finish it before class ends..kaka..n aso wrote a poem..here it goes.."Why must you do this to meWhen you give me loveWhen you give me hopeAnd now you left me.Why must you do this to meDo you know how I feel?I misses youHoping that you will come back to me."wakaka (:
Saturday, April 25, 2009 Y 7:47 PM
Why mus thing come so fast..n end so suddenly? hais..jus for a short period of time to let mi be happy? now should i be happy or? should i think positive that at least we met? or negative that the time is too short? that short period i was so happy..even frens aso ask mi why suddenly i become so happy..hais..but now? my frens gonna ask y suddenly become so emo agn? i jus don know wad happen..did i done wrong anything? god need to punish mi like that? there is like 3-5 friends ignoring mi..wad did i do sia..im not as strong as wad u think..know wads the feeling? when u snatch a candy away from a child..the child will cry rite? its the same meaning! hais..sometimes..i really feel like ending my life..there is no point living..so many prob in life..i know im running away from the problems..its cos i don know how to solve! n i know myself..im sturborn..sturborn that i nv listen to wad ppl tell mi that is gd..why cant things be happy forever? is that really so hard? IM NOT AS STRONG AS WAD U THINK! PLEASE! hais..
Friday, April 24, 2009 Y 9:25 PM
Today go sch like...staying at home like that sia..do nth de..cos i finish my project le..slp in class..haas..after sch..went to hao house..he teach mi abit of the JK Flip-Flop..then i play his labby le =x at abt 5+ we went to JP..i slp in the train lo..dam tired == we ate Long John for our dinner..after eating..he bring mi home..lols..today do nth much..boring lo..
LOLIPOPS :D
chocolate cream cake o.o
he is giving mi..not snatching =x
Thursday, April 23, 2009 Y 10:35 PM
Today PE i first time go sia..i scare that teacher will scold mi..haas..in the morning aira say lazy go..zz..so i sms bharath to meet mi first then go tgt..keke..so gd of him..he waited for mi :D but im the one hu waited for him =/ lucky PE teacher nv say anything..haas..onli say " first time see u" kaka..then take my height n weight =x secret* wakaka..after that go to EEP lesson..i slp in class sia..zzz..tired..during lunch time..i n aira went to bugis to hab our lunch :D anyway i ytd ate an ice cream..dam lots lo..after that went bac to sch..WEB DEV lesson!<33>
keke..
ICE CREAM :D
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Y 11:10 PM
再见了我的最爱
你真的是我的唯一
我想你真的很想你
不知道你想我吗
其实我很烦恼
你知道吗
只是你看不到我
我应该懂得爱惜自己
不要再去想念你
为什么我那么爱你 我得不到回报 因为失去那种痛 没有人知道 只有我一个人 才感觉痛苦 你真的好自私呀 已经离我而去 我的心真的好痛 你感觉得到吗 真想给你知道 我是多么的爱你 不要再逃避好吗 我爱你但也很恨你 可是我一直珍惜你 放弃你 但我做不到 你知道我难受吗 我一心一意 都是为你 而你却说我们有距离 我应该懂得爱惜自己 不要再去想念你 为什么我那么爱你 我得不到回报 因为失去这那种痛 没有人知道 只有我一个人 才感觉痛苦 你真的好自私呀 已经离我而去 我的心真的好痛 你感觉得到吗 真想给你知道 我是多么的爱你 不要再逃避好吗 我恨你自私恨你绝情 恨你曾经放弃我 为什么你要我难过 你不肯接受我 但是我真的后悔 挽留不到你 我伤心我难过 我哭得肝火 你知道那种感觉 总是围绕我 我试过不去想你 但我真的难受 我只想到 说你我永远的爱你 我却忘记不了你a very meaningful chinese song..abt my feelings(:
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Y 10:32 PM
Jus wanna post up some pic..my grandpa last time use de bicycle(:
Y 2:25 PM
Now in sch..suddenly feel like blogging..today not feeling well..like wanna faint like that..hais..i really don know wad i wan sia..i wanna forget but i still wanna remember..i jus cant be alone sia..whenever im alone..i will keep think..n emo..im more emo when i see im out of the featured..i know im onli a fren of that person..but..u know that feeling..hais..i know im toopid..toopid in giving too much love..but i get nth..there is alot of question i wanna ask..but..i know if i ask too much..that person will jus say.."don ask so much can" "don know la" " don so fan can" hais..but..is it so hard? so hard to even control? cos of that wan mi to forget u? cos of that don wanna meet mi? is it so hard to be like last time the way u care for mi? WHY! I REALLY DON WAN LIKE THAT! MY HEART IS LIKE THERE IS A KNIFE STABBING IT..jus a fren does cant? im feeling weaker n weaker..wad if one day i really cannot tahan? ...............
Monday, April 20, 2009 Y 7:32 PM
I done my DE project le :p i burnt my finger sia..pain..sobs..today went to boon keng eat kfc..dam sia..i really mus stop eating those fried food le..fattening ): during lifeskills..teacher call us to do don know wad draw the emotions on the paper..all in my mind was..LOVE wib full of anger..haas..even the paper tear sia =x aso took pic wib aira..keke..then hor..cos today we nv go to com-lab..went to fourth floor..the classroom de window..can see outside things..but ppl outside cant see in..haas..then ppl tend to face n make their hair..so my classmate go n bang the window..ppl outside will be shocked la..toopid sia..lols..after sch jiu go home n slp..tired sia..i don know why i keep on tired this few days..woke up n came online n blog..kaka..anyway i stop here le :D
haas..mi n aira~
Sunday, April 19, 2009 Y 11:13 PM
Tired tired..ytd slp at 6am..woke up at 10.25am..then prepare jiu take train go tampiness ._. then at bus inter-change take 292..after that meet hao..go bac to inter-change..then take 29 to seaview resort..at changi there de..we reached the chalet at 1pm+..then we played "21" haas..i win money..got lots of "21" :D but hao lose all his money == he bring $60..n lose more than that..wth lo..we at there aso ate bbq foods..n steamboat..keke..at nite..all of those around my age..sit down n drank beer..wakaka..i jus hope to get drunk..but nv..grr..so that i wont like go n think? n wont emo? lols =x at 10pm..my father came n fetched mi home..on the way home..i saw the wheel thingy =/ i took some pictures..kaka..something come to my mind suddenly..i rmb my fren told mi..LOVE is BLIND! AGREED! :D
:D
mine "21"!
Saturday, April 18, 2009 Y 6:08 PM
hohoho..ytd fell aslp at 8+pm wake up jiu lazy blog le =x ytd actually after movie going to huahua daddi de chalet..but he say his mum say sun go == so i n hao went to Plaze to watch "17again"..funny show sia..haas..after that we go to the Kopitiam to eat the korean food..yummy..and we saw an actor! the xin hua duo duo kai act as the ABC one..i forgot his name..haas :D then went to chinese garden de cheers to buy drinks..haas..bought cocktail =x jiu go home le..wakaka..today slp till 5pm..then went to bath..wash clothes then now blog..keke..tml going chalet :D
Apple+(lemon,passion) i drank passion :D
finishing le then take pic..kaka
WAKAKAKA..
Thursday, April 16, 2009 Y 7:37 PM
Wth la..today aso don know wad happen to mi..the whole day feeling uneasy..like don know scared of wad lo..keep wan to bite my teeth ): at lunch time..my leg feel like jelly sia..one day nv eat..then i n aira went tpy to eat KFC..when we come bac from there..i n that person walked pass like stranger sia! hell la! is like..hais..really don know wad to say..after that jiu go class le..was late for class too =x got the web dev final project sia..abt HTML..need 26 slides..omg la..but fun..haas..today end sch at 2+pm..kaka..then wonder abt in sch..lalala(:
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Y 5:25 PM
Today woke up late for sch..reached class at 1.30pm..while on the way to sch..finally i cant control..and cried..those tears were so hard to control..today i saw that person 2 times..first was when i was having break time..at second floor sits there..near my locker..second time was..after class..aira wanna go toilet..we went to the 3rd floor toilet..while coming down from the stairs..we can see inside the guy's toilet..got 2 head..lols..i n aira was like saying abt it..then when we were going to walk to our locker there..aira told mi that..the 2 was..someone n someone's fren == at the bus-stop i was that person..but..hais..we didn even like say hi..i was so wanting to see the person..but jus don know y..when i saw the person..my heart beat very fast..like very scare of sth..but i don know wad..n i was like..shivering =( hais..i control myself to sms the person..so that the person wont be so fan..but why..why i always listen to wad the person say..but not my heart..i was so wanting to sms the person..to see the person..to meet the person..to have lunch with the person..but cant..my mood whole is..very low..don wanna talk much in real life..did even eat too..but hu cares? all i wan now is..jus a simple one..the person to treat mi good..is that so hard? i really don know wad the person is thinking..even i have family prob..i feel like jus ending my life..then don need so stress up..anyway..i really need to write out..or else if i keep everything to myself..one day..when i cant tahan..i think i will jus end my life..
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 Y 7:48 PM
eeew..in the morning when i brush my teeth..i cough out..got abit of blood..zzz..in sch worst..the whole day dam hot n sleepy..sad sia..didn even see that person today..jus feel that..im one day weaker..weaker n weaker =( jus wan that person to treat mi nicer..even my fren was like..so irritated when i keep saying abt the person..hais..but what..she is the onli fren in ite that know hu the person is..everyday when i reached boon keng or any part of sch..i will feel like crying out loud..i don even feel like eating aso..hais..i really don know wad to do..i aso dream of that person..dream that person treat mi gd like last time..i don wan it to b jus a dream..I WAN IT TO B REAL! really hoping day by day..the person will treat mi better..wad can i do? all i can do is to cry..
Monday, April 13, 2009 Y 9:18 PM
Today is mi n hao de 2years 8months anniversary(: and aso the first day sch reopen..lols..today i felt so transparent..the whole day im feeling low la..even now..hais..same train but nv stand tgt..saw mi but nv say hi..imagine when someone u like/love do that to uue..wads the feeling? the whole day my mind is not on the study but jus wondering why mus the person do this to mi..i really don know why..but wad can i do? nothing..hais..anyway..lunch time as usual..i n aira went to boon keng n ate vegetable pizza n bubble tea..== the auntie ask mi the same question agn..i jus couldn say out wad happen..but to say..i don know..after lunch..it was lifeskills..haas..took some pic..even took a pic of teacher =x after sch hao waited mi at boon keng..he went to my house..n my kor was at home..lols..after that had pizza for dinner :D quarrel wib hao awhile..cos i don wanna say out hu sms-ed mi..hais..no mood to write le..below are pictures i took..
:D
Hawaiian
Trio Cheese
Hot CMB.C-10DRMS
haas..lifeskills teacher
(: same shoe..different colour..aira playing psp =x eew..i got pimple ==
Sunday, April 12, 2009 Y 4:11 PM
ytd reached home at 5.40am..lols..ytd went to tampines 1 with hao n huahua daddi..we had out lunch at tampines mall..then we to watch "The Sniper"..hao aso buy a pair of earring..haas..he took one i took one..o.o! after watching movie..huahua daddi went home..hao n me went to my third aunt house..with all my cousin there..after for going..we went to tiong n buy the shihlin xxl chicken..hees..then waited for kor to fetch mi n mum home..while waiting..i went to slp..keep on waking up..hais..emo-ing..keep asking myself whether to sms him..but whenever i sms him..his reply onli wib one/two words..the feeling is like..so heart-ache la..n i know..if i nv sms him..he wont sms mi..hais..after awhile my kor called n say not coming to fetch us..after that one of my cousin fetch us home..kaka..
yummy :D
i n hao eat d..(2 set)
huahua daddi eat de..
each of us hab one
Friday, April 10, 2009 Y 1:06 AM
haas..today cousin's outing..ytd lazy blog =x so i will say abt ytd n today 's thing :D ytd went to jurong point with hao n meet mum there to take dinner n to buy my bro's gf birthday present..haas..we bought a earring from SK $99..lols..then i saw a bracelet i like =/ but nv buy..it was $263? after discount is $19x..anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA JIE(: keke..this was wad i wanted to say to her..haas..then today when i was using com..my mum called mi..n say she buying mi the bracelet :D so happy la..then i went to prepare to go out le..i meet shu zhen jie n her mum at vivo..to have sakae sushi as our lunch..then i saw my pri sch fren, ren feng..she don seem to notice mi..lols..i nv go n say hi to her aso..then i saw my sec fren..zzz..he saw mi n keep looking at mi._. but i nv care..after that we went to have our lunch..at abt 4.30pm ah wang kor joined us for lunch as he got work..after eating..we sat cab n bring their mum bac home..then we decided to go orchard to catch a movie name "Confessions Of Shopaholic" but this show is like so popular..all full..then we went PS at abt 8+..don hab this show..so we watched "Fast & Furious 4" at 9.30pm..we hav lots of time..n ah wang kor need help on his HELLO KITTY jig-zaw puzzle..as he is giving his gf..the puzzle so dam hard la == we stopped at abt 9..haas..the movie was nice^^ worth watching..after that went home le..
The bracelet :D
Doing puzzle..lols..thats ah wang kor(:
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 Y 10:22 PM
jus got bac home from vivo..keke..today went vivo at 5+pm wib mum(: ate secret recipe agn..haas..as usual..tom yam chicken n my mum ate Pan-Grilled Set..lols..almond coffee,white coffee is included in the set..n we aso ordered a chocolate sundae(: spent $42.85 lols..after that went to catch a movie..Race to Witch Mountain..nice sio..so exciting d..lols..its abt UFO n aliens..below are some pictures of my dinner :D
ate half way then rmb forgot to take pic..haas..
Monday, April 6, 2009 Y 11:27 PM
dam tired la..zzz...ytd slept at 4+am..woke up at 7am to morning call aira..lols..lucky my first call..she end it..or else i cant slp longer..hees..woke late at 8.10am..surpose to wake at 8..lols..so rush to bath n go out..went outram wib mum..met aira at outram too..after that accompany her to sch..be4 going sch..we buy bubble tea..2 weeks nv drink le..miss it..haas..drank "smoothies oreo"..as usual..the bubble tea aunty..will ask mi the same question..hais..anyway..we walked to sch after buying bubble tea..n teacher was late == while aira doing her test..i keep calling jes jie..need to morning call her too..but her phone like off..lols..lucky she wake up at 10.50am..keke..after aira finish her test..we went bac to boon keng..n buy the vegetable pizza..haas..aso miss eating..after eating..then went down to bugis le..surpose to meet jes jie at 12..but met at 12+ going to 1pm..be4 shopping..went to eat wan tan mee..then after that went to buy bubble tea agn..lols..drank "sago honeydew"..then rain sia..we run to bugis street ._. bought one top black wib white star dots..n a tightes..there flood sia.. after buying went to buy watermelon drink =x after that went bac to junction..went to 77th street..n I PIERCED MY EAR! finally..lols..not pain d sia == i was so scare la..lols..then went down..i saw jian wei..wib his mum..haas..after that went to mrsushi n buy sushi..n yeo's lychee drink..my dinner =x..ate at the stair there..chit chat wib jes jie awhile..then stomach pain..went toilet =x jiu go home le..in train..i fall aslp sia..too tired le..normally i wont slp in train d..after reaching home..i went to slp =/ so now woke up to blog :D going bac slp le..nite^^ tml going out wib mum :D <06april09>
Sunday, April 5, 2009 Y 9:53 PM
WAKAKA..ytd forgot blog..lols..ytd do nth much..play maple onli =/ today woke up at 3+..nice to slp sia..cos raining =x today aso play maple..zzz..bored..finally tml going out..going bac sch at 10am wib aira..to accompany her take test..after that at 12pm going to bugis to meet jes jie..shop shop..keke..buying new clothes :D cant wait sia..anyway..thx ken for accompany mi play maple..kaka..<5april09>
Friday, April 3, 2009 Y 11:45 PM
gaga..jus cre8 a new cleric..str4 dex 6 int11 luk4..lols..playing pure..now lvl 21 le =/ trying to lvl 70 by end of holiday..keke..today ate pizza hut for dinner..called my mum to order for mi :D n i paid myself..2 reg pan trio cheese,1 hot CHB C-10 drms..lols..plus gst n those..total $35.74.. broke liao..i still wanna buy new clothes =( anyway stop here le..contiune my maple =x N today is my relative bday :D HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GAVIN! <3april09>
Thursday, April 2, 2009 Y 8:50 PM
lols..ytd sleep at 5am..woke up at 12+pm n train my cleric..now lvl 61 le..chiong 10 levels..haas..train till 8+pm..crazy sia..today more sian..do nth == <2april09>
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 Y 11:37 PM
HAPPY APRIL FOOL! haas..any1 got fooled? keke..i nv got fool lo..my cousin shu zhen jie send mi a msg..which was surpose to fool mi..but didn..cos i know today april fool day ma..lols..today whole day stay at home play maple..bored..and today aso a day that ite students get bac their result..haas..but for mi..i haven exam..lols..anyway..Wee siang got GPA4(: grats..n jy for ur second year exams! <1april09>
chocolate cream cake o.o
:D
finishing le then take pic..kaka
haas..lifeskills teacher
(: same shoe..different colour..
i n hao eat d..(2 set)
Doing puzzle..lols..thats ah wang kor(:
